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[26 Apr 2004|03:09pm] |
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new journal...femme_emotive..i guess add me and i'll add you back and if you're a good friend of mine..you're already added.
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| Depravation. |
[05 Apr 2004|08:52pm] |
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alot has happened since the last time I updated. I really don't feel like typing all of it. But i'll sum it up.
-etid show...=amazing
-8th for $30
-my birthday
-antones with greenwood, diaz, aim, court, alex, and boots.
-hung with alex, boots, aim, court on sunday..it was awesome..brings back old memories. never a dull moment either.
-ran down the tracks with boots and court
-dance party
-saturday nights show..saw nick
-saw alena and haven..and GABRIEL. Haven't seen them for awhile..haven't seen gavi since october or something. it was nostalgic.
-didn't see the band we went to see
-no work at all
-boots modeling
-laudromat (spelling?..is that even what it's called?)
-alex and boots singing the i'll piss on you song
-slept in
-went shopping with my dad and aimee
-smoothies
It's not in order and alot more happened I just can't think of it all. Besides that...we have the norma jean/underoath (solid state tour) on thursday. Alot of my friends are going so i'm juiced for that. Also...spring break starts on thursday. I'm so juiced.
I also feel like my ear is bleeding..it's really weird. And I don't even know if this entry makes sense.
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| So I turn the key...and press the pedal down.. |
[27 Mar 2004|01:00pm] |
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Hm. Lastnight I had work. I came home because Aimee is grounded and I was real bored. Around 12am Ron and Eric called me and asked me if I wanted to sneak out. So I said yeah, I just have to wait for my dad to fall asleep. So around 1 my dad fell asleep and I made it look like I was in my bed by putting a big stuffed tiger under blankets. I felt like I was in saved by the bell or ferris bueller or something. But anyway.
Ron, Eric, and this kid Dave picked me up and we tried to decide where we were adventuring to this time. So we picked atlantic city due to time limit. We drove there and it was pretty fun. When we got there all of the casinos were lit up and we watched this big screen in front of the trump. We just drove up this street with like 395 red lights and acted stupid all night. On the way home Eric and Dave read all of the highway signs and narrorated the car ride. And Ron the driver had hiccups and he was like going all over the road every time he hiccuped. It was a good night. I got home around 4am and here I am. I just woke up.
I have work tonight and I don't want to go.
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| I(L)AJ |
[24 Mar 2004|10:06pm] |
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on broken wings - as you speak |
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New layout, even though I don't really use this anymore. I still want to keep it though, in case I have the urge to write in here. I don't know, my old layout was also getting on my nerves because it was there for like 4 months without change. It was time for change, it's almost spring.
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| tonight tonight |
[18 Mar 2004|10:57pm] |
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today/tonight was fucking awesome......
after school we walked to Aimees house and then around 3:30 Gilmore and Tony picked us up. Gilmore was driving and he dosn't have his permit...haha but yeah, it was alright, we drove around for awhile and hit dead animals and stuff it was amusing. After that we went back to Tonys. His house is huge, he lives in one of those developments in Vorhees, it's beautiful out there. Anywho, we got to Tony's and Gilmore, Tony, and Court played pool and Aimee and I played Old school Donkey Kong, pinball, and sat in front of the fireplace. A little later Court wanted to go home, so we all drove her to Alex's and we noticed that I had chocolate on the ass of my pants so we went back to Aimees and got me some new pants.
After that we went to pick up Lamson and this kid todd, who kind of got on my nerves, but anyway, we pciked them up and then met this kid and he got us alot of beer. We went back to tony's and drank there was alot of people there, chris, some girls..i dont really remember names. Anywho, the night as a whole was incredible. We have to hang with those kids again. But yeah im tired and confused. I'll go to bed now.
waittttttt....snow day tomororw? I hope sooo bitch.
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| stolen from amoblay. |
[17 Mar 2004|03:29pm] |
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st. patricks day. I have work soon...
I have never been drunk.
I have never smoked pot
I have never kissed a member of the opposite sex
I have never kissed a member of the same sex
I have never crashed a friend's car
I have never been to Japan
I have never ridden in a taxi
I have never had anal sex
I have never been in love
I have never had sex
I have never had sex in public
I have never been dumped
I have never shoplifted
I have never been fired
I have never been in a fist fight
I have never had a threesome
I have never snuck out of my parent's house...get the fuck out of here..haha. on plenty occasions.
I have never been tied up (sexually)
I have never been caught masturbating
I have never pissed myself
I have never had sex with a member of the same sex
I have never had sex with a member of the opposite sex
I have never been arrested
I have never made out with a stranger
I have never stole something from my job...shot glasses
I have never celebrated New Year's in Times Square
I have never gone on a blind date
I have never lied to a friend
I have never had a crush on a teacher
I have never celebrated Mardi-Gras in New Orleans
I have never been to Europe
I have never skipped school...taco bell
I have never slept with a co-worker
I have never been fisted and/or have never fisted anyone
I have never thrown up in a bar
I have never visited a site held holy by a major religion
I have never cheated on a final exam
I have never had a relationship with someone of the same-sex
I have never been/gotten someone pregnant
I have never purposely set part of myself on fire
I have never eaten sushi..grosses me out
I have never been snowboarding
I have never been happy by myself
I have never had sex at a friends house while they were throwing a party
I have never had sex in a dressing room
I have never given oral sex
I have never cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend
I have never flashed anyone
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| booooohooooooooooo. |
[15 Mar 2004|08:23pm] |
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rip Ted.
or should I say pieces?
Makes me sad to think that you're gone, we've spent many a night together. The bathroom floor is a killer. Don't worry there will be a Ted 2. And he will rock.
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| Pretend that it's over.. |
[13 Mar 2004|11:39am] |
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Lastnight was alright. I got done work at 9. Not bad, I made $40 for three hours so i'm not going to complain. After work my mom picked me up and she was really upset because her and my dad got into a fight, so I had to hear her talk about that all the way to Aimee's house, I didn't know what to say because I don't want to take sides, and somehow i'm always in the middle. The fight was about me of course...since i'm such a "bad kid" or whatever. Even though i'm not, they just needed an excuse to argue, I mean I get good grades, thats all I need to do, so fuck it.
Anyway, after my mom complained to me for the ten minute ride to Aimee's, we picked Aim up and my mom then drove us to Alex's. We got there and it was pretty beat, everyone was drunk, Alex was upset, and people were just being annoying. Everyone left Alex's like fifteen minutes after we got there, which sucked. Aim and I waited out front for her mom with Eddie, Gilmore, Joe, and Blake. Joe, Blake, and Gilmore left, and then Aimee's mom came, and Eddie left. Everyone that was at alex's ended up going to the rec, but Aim and I said fuck it because it's cold, we were bored/pissed, and we had other things to do.
So we get picked up by Aimee's mom and her brother is in the front seat and he's just talking about random people and how he hates them and such, it was really funny, Aim and I were cracking up. We get back to Aimees and go to her room and just hang out. An hour or so later her mom took me home, I watched the in-laws, and passed out. I just woke up and my dad asked me if I want to go out to lunch and go bowling. I said no, I don't really feel like it. So my brother and him are going.
Today I have work, after work Aim and I are most likely hanging out, I'm probably sleeping there, or she's sleeping here. Either way..It dosn't matter. Sunday if she dosn't have work we're going to buy our Etid tickets, and our coheed tickets. We have to buy norma jean/underoath ones soon. But yeah, thats my weekend so far.
I got my cell phone back bitch.
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| I'm a fucking bitch. |
[11 Mar 2004|09:30pm] |
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I get my phone back tomorrow...hopefully.
Tomorrow = Friday. Wooo for Friday. Except I have work and work sucks, but oh well. Hanging out with Aimee afterwards as usual. Tomorrow is going to be a killer, since we had standardized testing all week we've had 25 minute periods, and now we go back to 45. Makes me sad to think that I also have a Biology test and an English re-take test, since our whole class failed but one person. The test was impossible though, it really was. I think the lowest grade was a 27 and I got a 51. Fuck realism.
That's all. I'm kind of in a bad mood.
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| savor it...everything |
[10 Mar 2004|09:05pm] |
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For the past three days i've been coming home from school and sleeping until seven or eight o'clock. I rule.
perplelemmonade: and then i felt like i had to pee so i sat on the toilet for like 5 minutes and nothing happened
day of solitude: hahaaa
perplelemmonade: i got really mad
perplelemmonade: it was like the attack of the plug 2
perplelemmonade: lol
day of solitude: hahhahaa
perplelemmonade: like a sequal
day of solitude: oh man no you didn't
day of solitude: that was hilarious
oh man, attack of the plug one was bad enough.
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| Eeeeeeeeeeeep. |
[08 Mar 2004|03:26pm] |
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Intense night lastnight holy shit.
Okay, so around 6:15 Aimee and her mom came and picked me up and then Aimee's mom dropped us at the speedline. Aim and I took the speedline to meet Gilmore and his friend Mike at 15+16th so we could walk to the church. So we get on the speedline and Aimee and I get all nervous because we think were going the wrong way. But finally we get there and meet with the guys. We all started walking towards the church and Gilmore finished the rest of his root beer schnapps and we walked more. We fianlly got to the church and ended up waiting outside for like 20minutes which is normal for those church shows. So we get inside and this crappy band opens and Gilomore and Mike walk to "wawa". They really walked to the liqour store and made these bums buy them alcohol with a dollar tip. They come back totally drunk and Aimee and I are jealous so we ventured out and the bums bought us 2 forties of old E. The bums were really scary.
We went back by Dillingers tour bus, drank and then went back in. These crazy chinese chicks with electric violins were on. We sat against the wall and waited for Dillinger. They finally came on around 11 and the whole place opened up into a pit. During all of this Aims mom was calling her nonstop because she was worried. I was just thinking.."thank God thats not me." well yeah, I should have never even thought that because after the show Gilmores friend Tony picked us up and on the ride home my dad called like 20 times and I didn't answer because I didn't feel like getting yelled at. He left voicemails.
It turns out Aimees mom called my house and told my dad I was at the show (I told him I was at work(bad move), but yeah, I got home at 12:30am (school night kids) and he flipped out and took my cell phone and grounded me for a year. But I think i'm in the clear now. We'll see after dinner.
But yeah, Dillinger was amazing<3. Definitly worth it.
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| I got a fake ID though.. |
[07 Mar 2004|12:28pm] |
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This whole entry got deleted and I'm pretty pissed off. I'll type it again but it won't have half the details I want in it because I'm too lazy.
Friday - work. After work my mom picked me up and then we picked up Aimee from her dads and she dropped us both at Alexs moms house. We got there and there was alot of people there already, we stayed there for 3 hours and the night was just crazy. Eddie was running around naked, it was hilarious. And yeah, the whole night was good. Aims mom picked us up from there around 11:30ish and dropped us back at my house. The whole ride home I felt like I was falling. It was really strange. We got to my house ran upstairs and started to watch igby goes down, but fell asleep after like three scenes.
Saturday - woke up arouns 10:30 and just layed in my bed until 12:30. Thats pretty sad. We were too lazy to do anything else. Around 1:30 Aimees mom picked us up and we went to get her check cashed, we saw greenwood, diaz, and fowler there. Anywho, we did that and went back to Aims to get ready for the night. We got all ready and then went to a show in Franklinville with Alena and Haven. I was kind of depressed though because I had tickets for the mewithoutyou/emery show. But, the local show was just as good and there were alot of cool people there<3, so yeah, it paid off. We drove home and they dropped Aim and I off and when we got home, Alex and Court were there and we went out front and watched the cars (I don't know why), and then went to bed.
Sunday(thats today) - Woke up really late and realized that Aimee had work in a half hour. My mom picked us up and dropped her off and then dropped my ass back off at home. Now i'm here and I'm supposed to go to the Dillinger Escape Plan show with Gilmore, Aimee and his friend Mike. Should be fun. We gotta take the speedline over and meet them at 8th and market, and then go to the show. I just have to get a hold of Aimee to make plans but yeah. Thats my weekend in a nutshell.
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| You're the moon and hes your sun... |
[03 Mar 2004|03:07pm] |
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Lastnight Aim and I went to Alex's house again. There was alot of people there, we all just hung out. We left around 9:30 and I went home, burnt some cd for my dad, talked online, and then watched igby goes down and fell asleep.
School went by fast today I guess. I was really tired though. Cooking class was a little haphazard though, we really didn't know what to do, but in the end it was fine. I also have a huge french test tomorrow that I have to study for. And I have a history essay to type on slavery and sectionalism. It should be easy, but I really don't feel like doing it.
Bahhhh, work tomorrow at 5 and Friday at 5, but after we both get done work, Aim and I are going to find something to do, and then sleep at my house probably since we have the tooth and nail tour (mewithoutyou, anberlin, emery, fsf, watashi wa) saturday, which should be nice. It dosn't start until 9pm but we're just going to go to south street and shop or something, maybe eat, until the show. I have work sunday too, and I really don't feel like going. But its money and I work with fun people, so it's not as bad as it seems.
I can't wait for the weekend, waking up for school kills me every day.
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| I gave you space and you invade mine.. |
[01 Mar 2004|09:01pm] |
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Hm. Today was actually pretty fun. After school Aim and I went back to her house and we went to Wawa and got food. Lucas and Tom came and picked us up and we went back to alex's since he has ramps in his back yard..I think 2 quarters and a mini. They built them themselves. They are nice, if I knew how to ride, i'd love it but anyway. We got there and Eddie, Alex, Gilmore, and little Gilmore were already there riding. Aim and I basically just watched them all night. Other people came throughout the night...Geoff, Giggles, uhhh...Agurkis, Bill, Colin something or other. They rode all night. Tom, Gilmore, Little Gilmore and Lucas both ended up leaving early. And Agurkis, Colin, and Bill after that.
It was really really cold out. We all just sat in the back yard, talking and listening to music. Aimee ripped her jeans going into the neighbors yard to get a kickball that eddie accidently threw over. We ended up going into Alexs house because it was really cold and then went back outside because Court, Greenwood, Elyse, Diaz, and Tommy Fowler ended up coming to ride/skate. The whole night was fun. Gilmore also jumped off of the shed into a pile of mulch like three times. We're probably going to go there tomorrow too, but i'll dress warmer.
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| I'm rick james bitch! |
[28 Feb 2004|11:08am] |
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I got 3 hours of sleep lastnight, and i'm still awake. I should be taking a nap, but I'm always so distracted when i'm online. I have work at 5 and then I'm not sure. Possibly meeting up with Aim, Kyle, and Ryan.
Anywho, lastnight after work Amanda and I came back here and then Aim shortly came over. We had some PBR, haha. So we drank that and then snuck out around 11:30 and met up with Kyle and Ryan near Amandas house. We went back to Kyles' house, watched igby goes down, and virgin suicides and we all fell asleep really late. I woke up to Lola jumping all over me. I think everyone woke up because of that. But yeah, Kyle went to dunkin donuts and then took us all home. Aim came back to my house with me and waited for her mom to come get her, and i've been online ever since. Ask me why? I don't know. Eventually, i'll go take a nap until 2, and then go to work. I have work tomorrow too, i'm not used to working all weekend. Tomorrow around 11am Aim, Amanda, Ashley?, and I are going to the mall. I gotta buy a new lipring, maybe a few dvd's, a necklace, maybe clothes. I don't know yet, not like it matters. I have to go to buy my mewithoutyou ticket too tomorrow. Thats next Saturday. It should be a good show. Other than that, thats all thats happened to me.
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| denver max please eat my heart attack |
[27 Feb 2004|03:13pm] |
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my heart is palpatating..I feel like i'm going to have a heart attack.
Lastnight was the talent show. It was alright. I didn't go to bed until 3:30 lastnight and I woke up in a bad mood. School went by semi-fast. I have work tonight and I kind of don't want to go. But oh well. No idea what i'm doing tonight yet. Danielle might pick me up from work, and then we'll get Aimee. I really wish my heart would stop doing this, it's scaring me.
I have work tomorrow night too, and Sunday Aim and I are going to go to the mall. I need to get a new lipring. Mine is missing the ball. Amanda gave me a red and clear one and it's really cute but its a size bigger and it hurts to put it in. But i'll try. I just don't want it to bleed. Well yeah, I have to go get out clothes for tonight and get ready for work.
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| love is just an hourglass |
[25 Feb 2004|08:55pm] |
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Today after school I came home and Ashley called me and asked me if I wanted to come over and just hang out for the day. So I went over there and we talked and took alot of random pictures..
hahhaha ashley just imed me this..what perfect timing
drownxinxtearsx: lol i dont wear granny panties how do u think ill ever get screwed if i wear them?
day of solitude: hahahhaa
drownxinxtearsx: oh shit
drownxinxtearsx: lol
drownxinxtearsx: wrong im
tomorrow I'm going to the talent show with aim, amanda, and maybe ashley at 6:30, that will probably be fun. I'm pretty tired right now. Dorie wanted me to go to shampoo with her tonight, but I have a tummy ache.
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| all I ever wanted was your love |
[24 Feb 2004|03:19pm] |
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After school I came home and then ate dinner and then my mom picked me up and I went to Aimees. We then decided to walk to wawa and get stuff, and then we walked to my house. We got there and the night exploded in our faces. Aim ended up sleeping over because of what happened, we ended up falling asleep and simultaneously waking up. I put on simpsons tree house of horror dvd and we fell asleep at 3:30am. We went in to school late (9am). I missed english, Aim missed french. The night was bad, but bad in a good way, I mean, i'm glad things happened the way they did. Proved how strong friendships really are.
Besides all of that..School wasn't bad. Kinda slow, but thats how school usually is. Amanda gets off punishment today so her, aim, and I are probably going to hang out. I just want the weekend to get here.
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| I feel this moment, has been resting for days.. |
[23 Feb 2004|05:10pm] |
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School was pretty boring, had to write an essay about roots in English since we're finally done watching it after a month, geometry sucked, history took a quiz, french reviewed, bio reviewed, and the rest of the day was boring. I woke up kind of late too, which fucked up my morning routine a little, but oh well.
After school Aimee and I cut through the track and hopped fences to walk the back way towards my house, half way we decided to go to our own houses and my mom picked us up, dropped aimee off, and then dropped me home.
Now i'm here and i'm pretty bored...I wanna go somewhere tonight.
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| Standardblkes: so me and my grandmom just watched star wars |
[22 Feb 2004|10:05pm] |
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Well yeah, today was just yeah. Sex and the city..can't believe it's over. The last episode was emotional.
You know whats weird? When you get a gut feeling that something is going to happen, and it does. It's nuts, but at the same time, relieving. I can't help but feel I did something wrong, but I don't know, thats life.
Other than that, Aimee is coming over after school tomorrow, and Amanda, well yeah, she gets off punishment Tuesday. It's been two weeks without that "big fuck" (melissa's phrase) and two weeks is long, we need to beat the system and fuck some shit up. Therefore, we are all hanging out on Tuesday to celebrate. Woooo.
Weekend > school..Shit, it's supposed to snow on Tuesday. What the fuck is up with this weather? It's ridiculous, I was really excited for spring, and now it's going to snow again. Fuck the snow, i'm not going outside (probably wouldn't anyway). Damn, I used (parentheses) twice..I don't usually do that, I guess it was neccessary.
I feel like i'm going to throw up, I ate too fast tonight. I shouldn't have eaten anything really, I was fake hungry. My mind thought I wanted food, but my stomach said no, and I ate anyway. I'm so stupid I really can't take myself. Hhahaa this screenname is signing on and off and my buddylist is blinking and it's really really amusing. I swear, it signed off and on 20 times.
day of solitude: what the fuck was that
luckystar5017: lol
luckystar5017: i was board
and there is your answer.
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